After procrastinating for almost my whole prep year, I lost it. I lost my interest in all the people except for my immediate family.
I have become the number one person in the passive – aggressive game. I would say yes but deep inside, I am dying. I’d be introducing ideas to bond but I’m hoping you’d say no. I’m becoming real crazy.
I hope I’d regain the interest in people. I hope to reintroduce myself into the world and not truly lose it. I hope I can be inspired again by people around me and not be disgusted by the world. I hope and I pray. But first, let me study.